Yes.... I'm sorry that it had to come at the expense of so many people's good days. You and Taisho especially.
[ She's also--well--there is a sense of disappointment across the bond. She'd especially hoped he would want to play this one--or at least not be opposed to it. But it feels wrong to ask him now... so she won't. They can always kiss later--for not points. ]
Are you heading back to your dorm? Do you want me to go with you?
A game like this is one that would cause me to feel uncomfortable, and so it is best that I sit out I think. But I would like for you to enjoy yourself and talk with him more if you are able. You should join up with the rest of your teammates and continue on. I actually have some errands I need to run today.
[ on the one hand, blanket permission to go be a ho!
on the other hand...... why does it feel like she's being sent away?
well. it's fine. it's fine!!! he wouldn't be comfortable. So... that's understandable. nobody should be forced to participate in this sort of game if they don't want to and it's not like they need to see each other all the time or she needs validation on camera..... it's just silly to feel bothered and she doesn't want him to feel obligated to participate on her behalf. ]
Okay! Good luck with your errands. I'll see you later then?
MOSTLY SO HE DOESN'T BRING HER MOOD DOWN. Or so he thinks. He can't relate to her feelings right now and he's trying desperately hard to mask the fact that he's just not happy. Distracting himself elsewhere is the only thing he can honestly think might help right now. ]
Of course. I'll see you later. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you run into any trouble.
when you have a direct link to someone's heart, it doesn't really work so well. She would rather help him through his unhappiness than otherwise!! But... he clearly doesn't want to share it. And--she understands. Sometimes, you need to be alone with your unhappiness and process it on your own.
But the whole situation sucks. BUT! She doesn't want to make it suck more. So she's putting on her own show of false cheer. ]
It's fine! If I have any problems today, I'll handle them on my own! You just enjoy your day, okay?!
[ She will die and visit Lilith before she bothers Haku today.
--That will not happen. She will, however, have a very..... eventful day. ]
[ And if she takes advantage of his willingness to help her too much--well, it's wrong, for one, but someday he might change his mind, too. Whether he realizes it or not--Haku needs time and space to deal with his own problems and not always hers. She asks a lot of him--she doesn't want "a lot" to become "too much" or "unreasonable."
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Yes.... I'm sorry that it had to come at the expense of so many people's good days. You and Taisho especially.
[ She's also--well--there is a sense of disappointment across the bond. She'd especially hoped he would want to play this one--or at least not be opposed to it. But it feels wrong to ask him now... so she won't. They can always kiss later--for not points. ]
Are you heading back to your dorm? Do you want me to go with you?
[ reaching out to stroke his hair. ]
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[ Trying to smile reassuringly!! ]
A game like this is one that would cause me to feel uncomfortable, and so it is best that I sit out I think. But I would like for you to enjoy yourself and talk with him more if you are able. You should join up with the rest of your teammates and continue on. I actually have some errands I need to run today.
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on the other hand...... why does it feel like she's being sent away?
well. it's fine. it's fine!!! he wouldn't be comfortable. So... that's understandable. nobody should be forced to participate in this sort of game if they don't want to and it's not like they need to see each other all the time or she needs validation on camera..... it's just silly to feel bothered and she doesn't want him to feel obligated to participate on her behalf. ]
Okay! Good luck with your errands. I'll see you later then?
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MOSTLY SO HE DOESN'T BRING HER MOOD DOWN. Or so he thinks. He can't relate to her feelings right now and he's trying desperately hard to mask the fact that he's just not happy. Distracting himself elsewhere is the only thing he can honestly think might help right now. ]
Of course. I'll see you later. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you run into any trouble.
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when you have a direct link to someone's heart, it doesn't really work so well. She would rather help him through his unhappiness than otherwise!! But... he clearly doesn't want to share it. And--she understands. Sometimes, you need to be alone with your unhappiness and process it on your own.
But the whole situation sucks. BUT! She doesn't want to make it suck more. So she's putting on her own show of false cheer. ]
It's fine! If I have any problems today, I'll handle them on my own! You just enjoy your day, okay?!
[ She will die and visit Lilith before she bothers Haku today.
--That will not happen. She will, however, have a very..... eventful day. ]
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[ And if she takes advantage of his willingness to help her too much--well, it's wrong, for one, but someday he might change his mind, too. Whether he realizes it or not--Haku needs time and space to deal with his own problems and not always hers. She asks a lot of him--she doesn't want "a lot" to become "too much" or "unreasonable."
She reaches out and pats his head. ]
Think of it as a day off. A vacation!
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It is never a problem. So do not hesitate to call.
[ Don't be silly he doesn't need a vacation away from her... ]
Just be careful. Don't go near Doodle.
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I'm not going to go and kiss your mortal enemy!
[ she already had one set of boyfriends who could never get along and
frankly that was more than enough when it wasn't even her fault that things ended up like that after-the-fact. ]
And I'll be fine for one day.
[ What could go wrong? ]
Go! Scoot! Take your vacation.
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[ . . . Okay fine. Rubbing his forehead.]
I will see you later, then...
[Scoot...ing....]